Friday, April 30, 2004

Yawn... so tired now... just now whilst chatting with SF almost fell asleep lor... actually I called her so that I wun sleep after chatting with her but it only made me more tired lor... haiz... hung up the phone at 11pm... initially I only wanted to rest my eyes, so set the alarm for 11.15pm... so imagine the shock when I woke up and saw the face of the clock showing 12.15am!!

Well, actually I wasn't really that shocked lah... cause following that I thot that since I slept so long already may as well sleep a bit more... so set the alarm at 12.30am... this time better... woke up at 12.45am... still pretty tired after waking up... so started seriously contemplating whether I shld just sleep thru... but I felt guilty for not doing hw... esp Maths... well... gues I contemplated for a pretty long period of time... cause by the time I decided to not sleep, I was pretty awake already!!

Anyway, think that my com is very hypnotising... cause I am getting tired yet again... so better continue with my maths before I can sleep... really hope I have a nice day ahead in school today... at least hope its not as tiring as yesterday... hope its a nice day worth remembering!! Shall blog later den!

Thursday, April 29, 2004

Woah!! Scary day today!! During Econs lecture, suddenly heard my name being mentioned by Mr Wong (the lecturer)... gave me a fright!! I thot I was being called to answer question!! Luckily he just use me as an example for his example... something about me going to Langkawi to destress myself... but I have never been to Langkawi before... dun even noe how it looks like... hahah... but come to think of it, its really pretty embarrassing also... cause the class kept on laughing... I was pretty taken aback, so I got a little flustered... so frightening!! This was like the second time I was being called in a lecture... first time was last year where I got called by Ms Loh... think that one was worse... cause Ms Loh was really very scary!!

Later I got humiliated in class again by Mrs Khoo... cause I was like really exhausted by 3pm already... so I was pretty quiet during bio lesson... suddenly Mrs Khoo just asked "Yong Kwang, why do you seem so sad today? You miss ** issit?" Aiyoh... gave me a fright lor!! I was only tired wad... and I wun miss ** also... den got laughed at by the class again... haiz... THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US LAH!! Why no one believe me... I am innocent!!

PE was pretty slack today... just walked around the track 4 or 5 times... pretty fun lah... dis the type of PE I want... so interesting!!

After school actally wanted to go home one... den Wen dtin got to help out for the heats... so decided to wait for her... so played duet with Cleopas... followed by sectionals with the clarinet section... how I missed my clarinet section... so nice lor... now in bass section a bit sad lah... cause I am not a true bass after all... clarinet section is so fun... even thou I am now an SL, but still kinda missed my section... esp sectionals in cat high... standing at the car porch and being conducted by Joel, or proper sectionals by Mr Tang (that SSO player) or Mr Heng or Mr Cheong... those were the days...

Den after sectionals luckily HX asked her dad fetch her... so I got a free ride!! So nice of them... still drove me all the way to my house... so I din have to brave the rain or the traffic jam... hahah!!

Oh yah... and Mr Wong wants to meet my parents... must be due to my results... but its not as if I am constantly failing my econs wad... I only did badly for this test... haiz... but just hope he dun say things like I always laugh during his lesson or something liddat... haiz... sad sad day...

Oh yah... sunday is the concert already!! Can get to see ****y soon!! Hahah... hope she still remembers me... but I doubt lah... shld I get flowers? Will it be wierd?

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Remember wad I wrote yesterday? (if you dun remember, kindly scroll down to read!!) Anyway, have further substantiation now... today the 'session' ended even later than usual!! Wah... so late already still cannot go... Rachel quite pissed also... hahah!!We do not have so much free time okie!! We have to finish up our homework. We have to study for tests. And we don't wake up at 10 plus in the morning every day!! Please... just let us off earlier!! I will really be very grateful!!

Anyway, I will be having sectionals tomorrow morning at 7.10am!! Hahah... so exciting!! Liddat also good lah... cause no need to stay back after band on Friday for sectionals... and I can get to conduct (meaning I dun hav to play) for warm-up!! So exciting!! Den on Mon the band will be performing pub stunts!! Saw it today... pretty interesting!! Althou I only get to play 4 bars and the rest get to play 8 bars... hahah!! But funny not enuff... must have people to support... I haven even sold one... and I've like 130 tickets to sell!!! Hope I can get to sell some this week!!

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Not too happy abt the way things are turning out recently, so wrote a mini-essay to show how I feel...

Traditionally, it has been said that there are seven deadly sins that will inhibit one's goodwill and at the same time, creates disharmony in lives. These sins include sloth, pride, wrath, gluttony, greed, envy and lust. Whilst it is legitimate to say that they are indeed major detriments in our lives, it is fallacious to say that these are the more deadly sins in society, especially in the Singapore context, for I have encountered an even more major sin -- inconsideration for others.

There has been many a time whereby Singaporeans have been disparaged for their inconsideration in public. Though many may choose to turn a blind eye away from such acts, it is hard to avoid the fact that it is actually an occurrence that is rising at such exponential rate that we, as Singaporeans, should all be ashamed of. I for one, used to feel that minor unintended inconsideration was tolerable as long as they were not of malicious intent. However, recently I have experienced numerous blatant outright inconsiderate acts that were almost impossible to condone. Worse of all, these offenders were not in the least penitent about their malfeasance.

As society advances, more and more people are beginning to think more about themselves and do not take into consideration of other people's feelings at all. Worse of all, these people are often myopic and only look at the obvious side of the situation, which often may not even be true at all. That is besides the fact that many chooses to act in infantile and egomaniacal behaviors that leaves one to ponder why were they not stuck in the pre-school era in the first place. Why do such people think only about their own interests all the time, and not consider the difficulties that others face as well?

I would like to think that the society is made up of one populace, instead of many individuals. If everyone only cares about his or her own interest, then Singapore will cease to exist as it is now. Thus, in order for us to progress, we have to forget about our individual self-interests and work towards the good of the nation. Only then will we be able to strive as one and eliminate this sin --- the sin of inconsideration.

Monday, April 26, 2004

Hahah... brought my sister's camera phone to school... cause realised a way to upload pictures from my sister's phone to my computer... quite ma fan actually... must infra the pics from the phone to my pocket pc den dock it in its cradle, den activesync it to my com, den upload online... but its fun lah... nonetheless!!

Shall try to narrate my day with the help of the pictures that I had taken!! Well, morring was band, as usual... played the same old 2 pieces... hahah... enjoyed crapping with Anusha and Esther...



After that was chem tutorial... today was pretty special, cause for the first time this year, chem tutorial was held in the computer lab!! Hahah.. pretty interesting lah... just attempted some NMR spectrometry online... den started chatting with WK and Lee Pei... something happened to WK... shall not elaborate here... but think he was really happy!! And no, I am not *******!! Oh... and I had a tummy upset at around 8.50... den delayed until 8.55 before going to the toilet... WK thot I wun be able to make it on time for the next lesson... guess he really under estimated me... cause I have had training on these sort of stuffs... so in less than 4 mins I was back in the lab, and even had excess time to groom myself... hahah!!

Bio practical was pretty interesting... crapped around with SC about the 'band'... hahah... den chem lecture sat with SC again... crapped even more... den after that went to the hall for a dialogue session with Minister Lim Swee Say... sat with SC yet again!!Wad a coincidence lor... sat with her for 3 consecutive lessons... the minister's talk was pretty interesting... cause over at our side we had a small discussion of our own... hahah.... not bad lah... summore ate into a bit of the next lesson... so it was not too bad!!



After econs... had lunch... Wen dtin took some artistic photos of the TC and Art block on the way to class...






The classroom was pretty empty when we got in... got a bit stressed lah... cause saw Mr Lim just now... he din seem to be in a good mood today... so got pretty worried about wad to do later...



However to my surprise, maths was different today... cause dunno why, today Mr Lim was in a way better mood than before... so it was really fun during his tutorial... at least din have to fear when he would scold me or smthin... den the remedial lesson was pretty relaxed as well... except that I felt sick again... so had to excuse egest and puke... dunno wad's wrong with me lately... always get food poisoning...

Oh yah... after math lesson had to go to the lab to receive my lousy results from my ct... heard that this wed the principalwould talk to us... very bad!! Dis time really jialat!! Anyway, confirm liao... my parents really have to meet my ct... summore kena scolded (yet again!!) by Mr Gwee... dis time for chatting with Shufen... always kena scolding... hahah... must try to behave better in future!!

Before going for Chem R, we gathered around in the canteen for a while... Royston very funny... kept on taking pictures of everyone... chem R was okie also... cause today ended very early... got dismissed at 6!! The lecturer today was Mr Gwee... Royston, upon hearing his voice, started having a migrain again.. hahah... but it seemed very fake... he always liddat one... every time it was our chem tutor's turn to lecture, he would have a headache... must be because he sounds like Mr Maurice Cheong... think Royston still angry that he scolded Royston for disturbing me during class even thou I was the one that started talking to him... hahah!!

Bus 156 was horrible!! Turned round and round and round... made me so dizzy when I got off the bus... lucky I am alright now... if not how to complete my work?? Still got a lot a lot of work to do!! Okie... have to stop now... auf wiedersehen!

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Oh... havin a pretty bad headache now... dunno why, had been feeling nauseous lately... vomited a couple of times... am I bulimic? Hahah!!

Part 2

After school, took a bus with Joyce and Huizhen... actually, before boarding the bus I already felt a stomach upset... but still decided to board the bus... however when I was on the bus, I felt like way way worse... like 'it' is going to come out anytime.... den really cannot stand it liao... so got down at a bus stop opposite Whitley Sec... cause Joyce saw a hawker centre at a distance... I walked towards that direction and to my surprise, realised that the 'coffee shop' was actually a factory!! Wad a letdown!! Den decided to walk to Cat High... budden realised that Cat High Primary is under renovation... so cannot go there either... With no where to go, had no choice but to walk on... walked for 2 bus stops without aim... den suddenly saw a bus that could lead me to J8.... so I ran the distance of 1 bus stop ... I ran with all my might... my pants were slipping, my bag was slipping, my shirt was getting out, but I just ran... until I reached the bus... so lucky!! Anyway, when I got on the bus, I was so exhausted that I felt really nauseous... so when I finally got to the toilet in Bishan at last, I was so glad I made it! Hahah... in the end I still puked... think its food poisoning...

After that, went to meet Soo Chin and Shufen at City hall... den went over to the Esplanade... Soo Chin very fascinated with my phone... took so many pictures lor!! Den we walked around den went to eat satay again! Hahah!!

Today was so-so lah... had band... den took 156 back... but today I overslept... and went all the way to Seng Kang Interchange... hahah... den went to Compasspoint... since I was there anyway... den dunno wad got over me... got too high I think, went for a haircut!! Hahah... my hair was not even long!! Summore went to this salon.. nv been to a salon for a haircut... usually go to barbers one... so it was quite a change... the service really good leh... the lady doing the shampoo part massaged my head before washing... I still had free magazines to read and even got people pao(4) hot coffee for me!! Hahah... in the end paid like 20 over bucks for that cut... and its pretty normal looking still... in fact I think I look more nerdy!!

Saturday, April 24, 2004

Wooh... remember that tough situation in which I had to make a choice that would like either make or break my future? Think that I dun have to make the decision already... cause there was a really really unexpected incident that happened which totally changed the situation... really cannot believe that this twist would happen... and at this time as well!! Well... have to see wad happens tmr... but really wonder if the damage done could be reversible?

Anyway, today was fun!! Hahah... chem was my very first tutorial... went thru nitrogen compounds... got asked to answer a question again... but this time got the answer rite without any prompting!! Hahah... very good... cause this is the 2nd consecutive time I answered a chem question rite... felt quite good... even thou the question was like a really simple question lah!!

GP was okie... went thru the essay on popular music... and listened to the opinions of the class... but nearing the end of the lesson I got quite jittery... cause really itching to leave my seat already... hahah... anyway, 9.45am reached real soon and I could finally go to the hall!!

Hahah... sat beside Wen Dtin and Soo Chin in the hall... had a lot of fun discussing about the different candidates running for councillors... anyway I wun choose candidate no 1... cause he threw the sweet at me... gave me a scare... every1 laughed at me summore...



Anyway... thruout the session, Soo Chin and I just kept discussing and laughing... think we pissed our civics tutor, who was sitting in front of us... got a scolding... but it was really funny wad... on some occasions, SC very bad... kept on trying to hai me... lucky nothing big happened....

Bio prac was interesting... had disection on kidneys and heart... at first thot would be really fishy... luckily it wasn't really that smelly... and was quite fascinating.. cause saw a lot of structures... summore no need to draw anything!!

Wah... very tired already... shall update the rest of the day's activities tmr... tata!!

Thursday, April 22, 2004

Well... today was a pretty nice day actually!! Bonded with the J1s in the section in the morning... hahah... really had a good laugh... and its good for me as an SL to understand the section more... hahah... begining to really like my section... even sectionals become less stressful and way more interesting!!

GP was fun too!! 2 hrs of GP passed by really fast today!! Actually I din look forward to GP cause it was my group's turn to present... really stressful to present in front of a very very very good class... had experienced it last few tutorials, where all the presenting groups got bombarded with tons and tons of questions... really very scary!! But luckily there was a really good partner in my group whom scored like 37 for his essay... so our group's essay plan was close to prefect (well not really close, but closer than the rest... hahah... thou I din think I actually shared any of my ideas)... and we finished our presentation in record fast time!! Other groups took like 1 hour each, but we only took like 20 mins!!

Econs lecture was incredible!! The things we went thru was pretty easy to understand and I actually really listened to the lectures... really satisfying to noe wad the lecturer was talking about!

However, the high-ness I had disappeared upon receiving my common test results during break time.... actually I wasn't disappointed... budden got a shock when Mr Gwee wanted to meet my parents!! Well, not just mine lah... all those who did not receive 2As and 2 AO passes... and those who failed GP... which meant like about half the class I guess... but nonetheless I still wasn't prepared to anticipate that shock... think this time I really die liao... dun think I have any good and admirable qualities that Mr Gwee can share with my parents, most prob would be complains like how I always cannot seem to answer his questions in class or that I rather read my qualitative analysis notes during civics instead of playing games, or always going to the toilet during his tutorials (actually not always lah... only twice in 2 consecutive lessons lah). Think this time I really in trouble!!

So I was in pretty low spirits during Bio lecture lah... den summore din bring my lecture notes... so just copied the lecture slides and discussed with Hui Xin what could my CT complain abt me... think really got too much liao... haiz...

Anyway, by the time I went for Econs tutorial, I was depressed, tired, sick, and really really HUNGRY!! So bad that I started singing in class throughout the lesson... luckily the rest of the class nv heard me... hahah... was singing "The Cruel Mother" again and again... and unfortunately Soo Chin was sitting beside me and she hated that song so she started covering her ears even though I was really singing very softly... I was only like muttering and she still could hear... really quite funny... summore when she said that it sounded like xin nian ge, I really got very amused and started laughing really loudly in class... Mr Wong thot I smelled funny gas or wad... hahahah.... really apologetic towards Mr Wong and Soo Chin...

The beginning of Maths was really scary.. Mr Lim seemed really really angry... think its because the class din do very well for common tests... so really quite frightening to be in class... luckily the mood lightened after a while when he started going through probability... the heavy rain also made the lesson more cooling... maybe that cooled ghis temper?

After Math was the highlight of the day!! I managed to borrow a notebook and watched Varekai... at first really thot no one would want to watch it... so a bit embarrassing when I started playing the VCD... luckily the music started attracting some attention and people started streaming to watch the shows... people like Rachel and Nicole, Cheryl, Xia Xia, Xiao Min and Agnes and Michelia... I really couldn't believe that they would want to watch such a show... really glad they did...

PE was quite cool... got nothing to do... cause I was on MC... so just stood around and watch the class play captain's ball... had a chat with Miss Lim... she was really nice... willing to talk to me about my problem... hahah... very encouraging towards me... must really thank her!! Just dun send me for counselling!! Dun want to add more stress to my already huge load of stress...

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Hahah... found some ancient pictures of myself... decided to share it here on my blog.... can you see me? Enjoy yourselves trying to find me!!

Secondary 1 Picture
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Really din go to school in the morning today... cause decided to do my polymerisation tutorial first before going for class at 10am... if not its gg to be pretty wierd gg for tutorials without completing my work first... later kena called upon den how??

Hahah... din really sleep well last night... cause the temperature was really hot and I had a lot a lot of sleep... like about 14 hours!! Not consecutively lah... woke up midway to have my dinner and a bit of TV and a bit of time for blogging... den went back to bed again...

Must really say thanks to the people who called and msged me to ask about me... thanks people for your utmost concern!!

Anyway, only went for chem practical (which was changed to a tutorial today)... cause Soo Chin kept on telling me the importance of chem tutorial so decided to go for it... the class was quite surprised that I came... hahah... but had to leave after chem practical cause not feeling very well again... had to go home to recuperate... so left school with Wee Keong... he was very nice... took 852 with me... we had a nice chat on the bus... and I almost made him go to Cat High with me on spur of the moment... too bad for him... cannot get to see my alma mater!!

Well.. so here I am.. at the comfort of my very own home!! Think gg to sleep soon... cause really very tired... den have to wake up to do more hw to make up for those whom I haven done... will blog again if I have the time tonight... tata!!

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Wah... really really really sick now... had my medicine and really very drowsy... but just woke up only... haiz... maybe tmr really cannot go to school liao...

Monday, April 19, 2004

Wah... feeling really sick right now... havin a really bad sore throat and flu... cannot even talk properly... and really feel like sleeping already... dunno whether tmr can go to school or not... really hope that I will be well enuff to go... cause got Math 'lecture' tmr...must xiang yi wei ming with Wen Dtin...

Well, today was pretty normal... apart from the ***** thingy, it was actually rather nice!! Aiyah... the ***** thing is really very hard to solve...really dunno wad to do... haiz... is reputation or responsibility more important? What shld I choose? Really in a very bad dilemna... shall I follow Soo Chin's suggestion and consult the teachers? Will it be too late by then?

Anyway, shall write about other stuff that happened today... well... really got very sick during the 1st period (Chemistry) today... dunno wad's wrong also... these few days kept on puking/barfing and egesting... think I really have a very weak stomach... anyway, had to be excused during lesson to go to the toilet again... my second time in 2 consecutive Chemistry tutorials... think my action grabbed the attention of Mr Gwee... and I had to have a private talk with him (come to think of it, its not really that private... it just a 1 min small talk outside class... not small talk as in that kind of small talk, but small talk as in that kind of small talk... well guess you noe wad I mean... after all, I am sick (not mentally) okie!! I am not supposed to think right!!). Anyway, he was nice and asked if I needed a blue slip... and told me to see a doc... but I think I replied like really 'duh' answers...abt I got no nutrients to puke anyway... and other stuff... hahah... hope he din catch that... I always give very 'duh' replies... not once already... like today ask WK that silly question... hahah... think must be catching the 'virus' from Soo Chin... during civics kena suan by my clique again... hahah... its pretty harmless lah (cause I am a magnanimous and really very nice person!!) but hope they dun take it for real hor!! The allegations are all untrue hor!! Hahah!!

Civics was pretty fun!! Hahah... got to play Bingo in class (is it counted as play?)... really enjoyed writing down fake answers on Soo Chin's sheet... and changing her best fren's contact in her handphone to 'darling' and 'lao gong'... anyway, econs lecture was pretty fun too!! Cause Mr Lee released us like 10 mins early so we could slack for a longer period of time... so our clique just sort of slacked around till math tutorial... pretty intersting tutorial I must say, but I couldn't really concentrate cause I really wasn't feeling very well... so must apologise here for not concentrating 100%... well that is if he sees my blog lah!!

Hahah.. after Math was slacking time again!! Got 1 hr free break till Chem R paper... so every1 of us went to the canteen for some food... den went to the library where Royston showed us some really 'cool' card tricks somewad like the kind found in "The Unbeatables"... except they were way way way lousier and very 'cold'... but it still was good entertainment!!

Well after that, we went for Chem R paper... a pretty interesting lesson... cause we went thru Organic Chemistry and the questions that we attempted were really fun!! Maybe except the part whereby Wen Dtin and I got scolded for asking stupid questions... but I din think it was stupid...

Anyway, I think Mondays are really pretty fun!! Cause got a lot of slacking periods... so its really a pretty good way to start a week!! Well.. tmr's quite scary... cause got Math 'lecture' and PE... haiz... dunno whether I am in a condition to do PE... but at least its early dismissal tmr!!

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Really a million thanks to everyone's concern... I am fine really.... but anyway, just want to thank everyone for being so nice to me... really appreciated that!!

Feeling more sick than ever right now... haiz... think I really may not go to school tmr... anyway, finally realised how to add pics to my blog... thanks to Jayce for teaching me such a simple way to do it!! Actually my first uploaded photo was a pic of me, Cleopas and Tzyy Yih taken during band fest... but had to take that down.. cause very blur lah... cannot see anything... but nvm... I have put another one here.. its a pic of my idol taken from her official website (where millions of people frequent)... many says that she looks like a ***, but she really dances very well!!Hahah!

I am sick... shall I not go school tmr ?

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Once an outsider, always an outsider. I guess I will never be able to fit in. I will always be seen as a big burden and its undeniable that this fact will never change. I will forever just remain as a big wierdo that ought to be kept away from everyone. Why did I even try to fit in then? I am destined to remain a loner all my life...

Not to mention how jinxed-up I am...

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Haiz... knew that my week wun be so smooth sailing... this day is particularly bad!! Really cannot believe it lor!! (People round me shld noe wad happened) Got quite stunned by her reaction and her perception... dunno wad to do now lor... wad is more important to me right now?

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Argh!! Why must this always happen to me???? Not tthe first time already... actually had typed a wonderful blog about today budden cause I pressed the wrong button, my whole entry disappeared!! Haiz... took me like half an hour to blog lor... so now have to reblog everything again...

Well... today was actually a pretty nice day... hahah... thot that had to take part in the International Friendship Day programmes... but luckily din have to... so I was able to slack during the Civics lesson!! Well, not really lah... cause halfway thru had to bring the class down to see our house's collage... budden when we reached the atrium, we realised that the collage wasn't there... so we just sort of strolled around and then went back to class...

Got quite a bit of shock when I got back to class... cause our junior class was in our civics class... hahah... at first still thot we were in the wrong class... turned out that Mr Gwee thot we hadn't fin our collage so got them to our class to complete it... but we had already finished the work the day before... so there was no need to get them here in the first place... hahah... Mr Gwee still had to consult Soo Chin on how to settle the situation... luckily Elisa was around to help solve the problem... she got the whole class out for some games session...but b4 the games even started, I received a call from Alene to bring the class down to look at our artpiece... anyway in the end we finally got to see our art work and it was actually not that bad!!

The rest of the lessons for the day were pretty okie... had not much stuff to do.. so just sort of slacked the day thru...

Band was normal... like always... but today we had sectionals... which was pretty good... cause at least can get some fresh air and not play continuously in a stuffy room... summore I just need to conduct a bit for sectionals so it was rather fun!!

Okie... got to stop here... have tons of work waiting for me to touch... will blog something longer soon!!

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Thanks a Million to Shaoru and Kelly for supporting me during NAPFA test that day... forgot to list down their credits during the past entry... hahah!! But Kelly wun mind rite, cause finally I included her name in my blog. But, I still cannot go for the Dance Fest... got date on that day mah!! :P

Sunday, April 11, 2004

The Sun itself sees not, till heaven clears -- Part 2

Well... actually sitting on the first row wasn't bad at all... in fact, it was really good!! Cause there was quite a distance between the cinema and our seats so we din had to strain our necks too much. Furthermore, we had plenty of leg space and ample space to put all our food and bags and stuff... hahah!! Den we proceeded to eat our food... Shufen and Soo Chin bought KFC... and they had trouble eating it... cause its really a bit messy to hold on to the burgers and stuff... unlike Royston and I, could use fork and knife for our Long John Silvers.... by the time the movie started by abt 10 mins, I had already drank about 4 cups of drinks liao... wah... it was terrible!! Kept on rushing to the toilet during the movie... a grand total of 4 times!! So malu lor, kept on gg to the toilet... bet a lot of people would be laughing at me... think wad Shufen said was rite... I really have a short loop of Henle!!

Well.. the movie was not bad lah... budden I thot it was not up to my expectations... expected it to be better... but nonetheless I still enjoyed it....

After the show, we decided to meet up with Cheng Jong and Tzyy Yih... found out that they were at Lau Pat Sat... Soo Chin actually suggested that we go there, cause she had nv been there before... hahah!! This is like the first time she dun mind going back so late... quite surprised... along the way to Lau Pat Sat, we started to re-enact the scenes (butterfly scene) and to link the scenes to our class room life (organic chem part, library part)... even thou most were UNTRUE, but we still had a good laugh...anyway, we reached Raffles Place MRT station but had no idea how to get there... den kept on asking people and walking round in circles... people were taking turns to say "I noe already" and leading the rest of us about but still couldn't find... until we went to this dark alley (think its D'almeida St) and saw this man trying to pick up a kitten on the street....when he got bitten, he had to push the cat off the road with his leg... really quite nice of him, cause if not the kitten would have been hit by some car... anyway, we decided to go over and help him... he was hurt and still managed to lift the kitten up to sumwhere more safe... den we found out that the poor kitten was dying liao... really quite sad to see this scene... got Shufen to call SPCA to get someone over... but before they got here, the kitten already died... haiz so sad... so had to call SPCA again to get some1 from the Ministry of Environment over to clear the body... really quite saddening to see such a scene...

Anyway, after that everyone of us went over to Clarke Quay... so crowded over there!! We just walked arounded and joked... and den went back home... hahah... by the time I reached YCK station, was so late that my last bus had left like half an hour ago... so had to take cab... wasted me $6 plus!! But, I still enjoyed the whole outing... hope to go out liddat more often!! This is wad I call JC life!!

The Sun itself sees not, till heaven clears -- Part 1

Hahah!! Really enjoyed myself today... actually the day started pretty badly... cause actually supposed to meet up with my pri school frens in the afternoon to catch a movie... den they cancelled it in the last minute... so I sort of din noe where to go after band... summore my parents went to Malaysia for a short holiday, so for the first time this year I actually took a bus to school myself... haiz... was almost late... actually I still dunno I was late or not, cause Shuhui din say... anyway it was pretty bad lah... den started with "A Movement for Rosa", which to me, is a really boring piece, so I got really jittery and started to 'handicap' Esther (meaning that I kept on taking off her Bassoon neck-strap and the thumb holder, making it harder for her to play)... hahah!! During lunch, I had to sit with Mr Ho and the rest of the SLs cause supposed to meet up for a discussion about the individual sections... quite okie lah that one... cause just sort of listen around and eat lor...

Well after lunch, band got really boring... so I started arranging for the activities later after band... hahah.... took me a really big effort to arrange lor.... had to sms Soo Chin, Shufen, Royston, Cheng Jong and Tzyy Yih... really quite confusing lah.... cause want to watch movie with Soo Chin and Shufen, also want to watch movie with Royston, also want to watch movie with Tzyy Yih and Cheng Jong...

In the end the outing only got settled like 3 hrs later... nearing 5... luckily in the end got go out... if not would have wasted like at least 20 of my smses and 2 hrs or my spare time, since I could have gone home at like 3pm...

Managed to meet up with Royston at about 5pm and went to take a bus to the city... went over to Plaza Singapura... even saw Kim Ng and Quan Yifeng hosting some new variety show... went to check out movie schedule for "The Prince and Me"... I was really excited... cause I really love shows that revolves around royalty... I have an obsession with European Royalty... its just so magical and fascinating!! Anyway the show times were too late already... luckily Shufen managed to grab tickets for the 7.30 show in Lido... but they were front seats... but I still dun mind... cause I am gg to watch it a second time next week!!

Anyway, Royston, Shufen and I met up at Lido cinema and den proceeded to this really cool supermarket and bakery... I guess I was hallucinating too much... and started pretending I was in France... den started to act as if I were a tourist and was admiring the views... think I pretty lame lah... but I really dun mind gg France... hahah... finally at about 7 we managed to meet up with Soo Chin... den went over to Lido Cinema and bought our food to be eaten in the cinema....

(End of Part 1)

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Wah... my whole body is really aching right now... even a slight movement of my body will cause me great, undescribable pain.. well... at least I've finished NAPFA... even thou I had really undesirable results...

Yesterday was a really bad day... actually I thot that I could do my NAPFA during PE lesson, so got kinda into the mood already... den found out that I couldn't do it during PE, cause MOE's regulation was that NAPFA cannot be conducted between 10.30am to 4pm... so no choice had to wait till 4... at least dun have to do with the rest of the guys...

I was wrong!! I specially got down to the grand stand at 4pm (but not so enthusiastically as before I guess, cause it was raining pretty heavily at that time) but none of the PE teachers were free at that moment... so I waited and waited until I saw a glimpse of hope -- Miss Chew. I tried persuading her but she just wouldn't relent!! I even tried to bluff her by saying I had a date with my gf at 5.30pm and that she would break up with me if I din go, but she still wouldn't let me do my NAPFA early...

Just as I almost thot I would be doing NAPFA with the rest of the guys in my cohort and malu-ing myself in front of them, I suddenly saw Miss Lim... she seemed very guilty that we waited so long cause she promised us that we could do the NAPFA at 4pm... so she decided to let us take our test first... shw was so nice!!

However, I've disappointed her once again.. cause I really failed miserably... haiz... well I guess hope is really important... shall work harder at it and try to pass soon!!

Well, I really have to specially mention a few people... Soo Chin, Shufen and Joyce... they were really very nice... cause they din have anything on in the afternoon and could have just went home after school, but they still stayed back to cheer for us.. Joyce even ran 5 rounds with me and encouraged me all the way.. it must have been really tough havin to talk and run at the same time... look at me, I cannot even run 6 rounds without walking, yet Joyce could jog continuously and still talk!! How cool's that? Well anyway, really like to thank the 3 of them for being such nice pals and ma (<-- hahah!!)... really glad to know all of them... and WK of course, who also happens to be my BESTEST friend... hahah!!

Today was pretty okie... got back my Bio results... at first thot that I had gotten an F, cause Mrs Khoo kept on saying that I had to learn my concepts carefully and I have to really buck up... budden realised that I've gotten an O!! Actually I am not supposed to be glad at that, but with my current grades, I am just glad I din get an F!!

Civics was pretty fun, cause we had a rather interesting dialogue session with some army officer... I found it to be rather interesting... only towards the end of the presentation when the army officer started asking questions I got a little teeny weeny bored and started talking with other people...

Band really sucked out all my energy... Mr Ho came really early today... on time actually... den started taking the pieces... so boring, esp when he took Duke Ellington... really dun like that piece... anyway had a meeting after that... den reached home at 9pm... haiz got to do my hw now.. maybe taking a really short nap first.... looking forward to tmr, cause its the last day of the week!! Hurray!!

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Haiz... always feel so tired recently... last night fell asleep at 8.30... din touch hw at all... so no choice today have to wake up at 3 plus to complete it... pretty sick of school recently... just going thru common test papers... facing my poor grades every single minute in school is not going to do any good for my confidence... summore got picked out by Mr Lim to attend math tutorial separately by math HOD... haiz... really dun feel like going to school...

Gotta face my worst fear later ---- NAPFA test!! I really hope I dun get to do it at 5pm... really very sick of the fact that I will be malu-ing myself in front of all the J2 guys... I am really not very worried about me failing... cause its confirmed I would fail... but why torture me by letting me chu(1) chou(3) in front of every single guy in school? Really hope that Ms Lim would allow me to do my NAPFA later during lesson... so at least I wun have to lose that much face... haiz... horrible day...

Think later will be getting back GP paper and Bio essay... I am not hoping for much, just O for Bio... but dun think that I will get 10 for essay... seems really hard... but hope can get it... GP har.. I really hope to do well for GP, but judging by the rest of my results, I am not expecting much either...

Hmmm... maybe I shd just not go to school... rather sleep thru the whole day den to face all these stuff...

Sunday, April 04, 2004

Was looking through a couple of my fren's blogs and it dawned on me that my blog is really very simple looking!! The rest are really fanciful, full of colourful pictures and words floating around and stuff... and mine is like... plain and borin... hahah... must get ppl to teach me how to add more interesting stuff on my blog!!

Anyway, had a gathering with my primary school friends... 4 to be exact... me, hui chuan, nizam and fatma...haven seen nizam and fatma for so long already!! Think at least 1 year I guess... hahah... had to travel all the way to Eastpoint to meet them... pretty long journey... took 852 from school with Shufen, Joyce and her bf.... den changed to 72... so tired by then already (band really exhausted me out... anyway, band always exhaust me, no matter how refreshed I was before band prac)... so fell asleep on the bus... hahah... along the journey I woke up abit, to find myself drooling a little... hahah... quite embassassed really, esp since the bus was pretty packed, but was too tired to care abt it, so I just continued sleeping... hahah... I must have been plagued by the sleep monster recently!!

Anyway, the long journey was worth it, cause the gathering was really fun!! Went to this pizza restaurant... I was so hungry by then already!! Summore I haven't ate pizzas for months already so was pretty excited at the thot of eating pizzas!! And I have to say, the pizzas are really tasty!! One of the best ever tasted!! Its really different from other pizzas, and really fulling!! Really enjoyed eating that.... the 4 of us chatted quite a lot whilst eating... felt that Fatma was really funny, about her future goals and targets... think that she will make a really good mistress in future after hearing her discription about her future spouse and her life... no kids, lotsa money, not a family oriented man, and better still if she doesn't get to see him every single day... so wun get tired of him... hahah!! No offences, but think that her way of thinking is really very interesting... so modern and liberal... in addition, felt that her tales of school life (music fest, school bully...) and her compulsive habits (6mm foolscap, matching utensils...) were really interesting!! If I were a junior in VJC and dun noe her well, I guess I would be really scared of her!!

Nizam, on the other hand, was still as intellectual as ever... summore taking S papers!! So clever!! His tales of RJC seemed pretty scary... hahah... din noe that RJC could actually be liddat... so different from my perceptions!! Well he seemed very interested about my supposed girlfren... hahah... have to make it clear here... I really dun have a girlfren!! Do I really look like the type that will be attached? No one will want me anyway... hahah!! Dun worry, if I have a gf in future (not in the near future), I will say one... hahah...den you can find out who the fortunate person is...

Well after the dinner, we went over to Coffee Bean in Tampines to continue chatting... hahah...had a good laugh over there... chatted about our personal lifes again... felt so stress free again... cause din have to worry about prelims and A levels... think Fatma really likes Nizam... still had his picture on her phone's wall paper... hahah!!! Think that both of them are a good match... even thou Nizam cannot be a neurosurgeon... and Fatma doesn't like babies... but can always try for a period of time rite?

Well... so we left the place at about 9.49pm... cause some1 doesn't want to get grounded... so I am now back home... starting to mug again... cannot slack already.. still left with Excretion tutorial, Nervous Control tutorial, Carboxylic and Nitrogenous Compound tutorial.. if got time (which I highly doubt), have to start on Econs and Maths... if still left with some time (which has like a probablity of 0.00000000001), have to revise some past topics.... if still left with some time (Mission Impossible!!!!), must start to do my TYS...

Starting to look forward to next week already... cause going out with them again to watch movie!! Hope Saturday arrives soon!!

Friday, April 02, 2004

Today was pretty nice... at least not as traumatising as the past few days... din get to know any results today... which is good... so at least I wun feel so bad... actually today was really quite peaceful... Maths lecture was really fun... well with Miss Chua around, its always fun... GP was interesting... cause for 3/4 of the lesson we had group discussion, which was good... den dun have to write down or copy anything!!

Well, we went 'shopping' again after Maths... got a pen... pretty cool pen... able to write on plastic surfaces... the bookshop lady was very nice as usual... think its the only place for leisure left in NJC...

Math tutorial was pretty enjoyable as well... only discussed about the common test questions... Mr Lim thot I was giggling again... but I wasn't wad... I wasn't even talking... Soo Chin kept on laughing when I told her that... her laughter still got prelude one... can ask Shufen to demonstrate!!

Bio was a killer!! Got really tired at the end of the day already den still got bio prac to top it off... had cell microscopy... of pancreas summore... had to draw a total of 3 plan drawings ... so sian!! Luckily Mrs Khoo provided some drawings on the board... so can refer to hers to draw... hahah!!

The fun really began after school. Went to canteen with Soo Chin, Joyce to get some food.. cause really starving liao... so bought ba zhang with Soo Chin... found out that the ba zhang in school is really not bad!! Made a correct choice eating that... shall try again next time...

After that... managed to persuade Soo Chin and Shufen to take the bus on my side... cause Joyce was going to City hall.. so we all took 171 accompany her... den we took to Newton... whilst walking out of school, saw Mr Gwee walking out of school... quite a coincidence... he wasn't really very neat at that point of time I have to say... hahah... but he was in a rush for time I guess.. so only exchanged a few words with Soo Chin...

The bus ride was pretty interesting... cause had a discussion with Soo Chin over something controversial... think quite heated... some1 even turned over to see us... hahah... well... we stopped at Newton and continue taking the MRT... then suddenly remembered that there is Goodness Gracious Me today... and reminded Soo Chin and Shufen to watch.. cause I thot that the actress in the show looked like a particular person in school...

Actually I was supposed to drop off at YCK station one... budden decided to continue with the journey cause just when the door opened, Shufen suggested we go Sun Plaza for a stroll... so we went over there... hahah... wad an eye opener!! Went to some CD store and saw all my favourite shows on DVDs!! Riverdance 2002, Rhythm of the Dance, Michael Flatley Gold, Dralion, Saltimbanco, Baroque Odessey, Varekai, La Magic Continue, Cirque Reinvente and more!! So excited when I saw all these shows on sale... this shows that Singaporeans like such shows too... so I am not the only wierd person in Singapore...

Anyway, Soo Chin made a really funny comment about some1.. said "ta(1) hao(3) huai(3)!!" Me and Shufen laughed really loudly... cause Soo Chin like scolding her lover or something... too bad that person doesn't noe...

Well, called Soo Chin at 8 to see whether she was watching Goodness Gracious Me... den realised that the show was on Channel I, not Central.. guess she must have had a shock to see indian people speaking tamil... w/o english subtitles... luckily I called to rectify the mistake... den called Shufen to check on her... she din watch also!! If I din call her she would have missed a great show!! Today's episode was really interesting!! Hahah.. esp the cat part and the book writer's part... really had a good laugh... can't wait for next week's episode!!

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Well... got to noe my Math grade today... got an F... but kinda expected it already lah... cause Mr Lim told me yesterday thru sms in advance... well but still pretty sad... cause after all, its still an F...

Feel pretty sad for Wen Dtin... cause she din really do very well either... both of us are kinda in the same boat really... scoring such sucky results...

I shall try not to brood so much about gg to EM3... well... at least its still a class... I am not being expelled (which I anticipate will be coming quite soon) rite? But I need some major revamp already... must learn to survive with gangsters... have to learn to tuck out shirt and fold paper aero plane... if not sure get beaten up... hahah... I guess thats the perks of being in such a class.... if I am not cut out to be an academic, at least I am a master of folding paper aeroplanes...

Well, something nice happened today... had no PE lessons!! Couldn't believe my luck!! At first I thot the class was kidding me, cause I dun really like PE... budden it seemed quite true so went to ask Miss Lim... quite funny really... cause I was looking high and low for her, and the class was like 'there, there'... in the end realised she was wearing the lignum house tee again... thot she was a student!! Couldn't believe my ears when she really said there was no PE lessons!! I was so lucky to have been spared the torture of havin to run endless laps!! I guess I am starting to climb out of my mole hole already... hahah... if any1 understands wad that means... cause I dun really understand myself also...

Got to stop now... really have to go eat my dinner... kena scolding... but I will be back...

I am going to EM3...