Thursday, April 22, 2004

Well... today was a pretty nice day actually!! Bonded with the J1s in the section in the morning... hahah... really had a good laugh... and its good for me as an SL to understand the section more... hahah... begining to really like my section... even sectionals become less stressful and way more interesting!!

GP was fun too!! 2 hrs of GP passed by really fast today!! Actually I din look forward to GP cause it was my group's turn to present... really stressful to present in front of a very very very good class... had experienced it last few tutorials, where all the presenting groups got bombarded with tons and tons of questions... really very scary!! But luckily there was a really good partner in my group whom scored like 37 for his essay... so our group's essay plan was close to prefect (well not really close, but closer than the rest... hahah... thou I din think I actually shared any of my ideas)... and we finished our presentation in record fast time!! Other groups took like 1 hour each, but we only took like 20 mins!!

Econs lecture was incredible!! The things we went thru was pretty easy to understand and I actually really listened to the lectures... really satisfying to noe wad the lecturer was talking about!

However, the high-ness I had disappeared upon receiving my common test results during break time.... actually I wasn't disappointed... budden got a shock when Mr Gwee wanted to meet my parents!! Well, not just mine lah... all those who did not receive 2As and 2 AO passes... and those who failed GP... which meant like about half the class I guess... but nonetheless I still wasn't prepared to anticipate that shock... think this time I really die liao... dun think I have any good and admirable qualities that Mr Gwee can share with my parents, most prob would be complains like how I always cannot seem to answer his questions in class or that I rather read my qualitative analysis notes during civics instead of playing games, or always going to the toilet during his tutorials (actually not always lah... only twice in 2 consecutive lessons lah). Think this time I really in trouble!!

So I was in pretty low spirits during Bio lecture lah... den summore din bring my lecture notes... so just copied the lecture slides and discussed with Hui Xin what could my CT complain abt me... think really got too much liao... haiz...

Anyway, by the time I went for Econs tutorial, I was depressed, tired, sick, and really really HUNGRY!! So bad that I started singing in class throughout the lesson... luckily the rest of the class nv heard me... hahah... was singing "The Cruel Mother" again and again... and unfortunately Soo Chin was sitting beside me and she hated that song so she started covering her ears even though I was really singing very softly... I was only like muttering and she still could hear... really quite funny... summore when she said that it sounded like xin nian ge, I really got very amused and started laughing really loudly in class... Mr Wong thot I smelled funny gas or wad... hahahah.... really apologetic towards Mr Wong and Soo Chin...

The beginning of Maths was really scary.. Mr Lim seemed really really angry... think its because the class din do very well for common tests... so really quite frightening to be in class... luckily the mood lightened after a while when he started going through probability... the heavy rain also made the lesson more cooling... maybe that cooled ghis temper?

After Math was the highlight of the day!! I managed to borrow a notebook and watched Varekai... at first really thot no one would want to watch it... so a bit embarrassing when I started playing the VCD... luckily the music started attracting some attention and people started streaming to watch the shows... people like Rachel and Nicole, Cheryl, Xia Xia, Xiao Min and Agnes and Michelia... I really couldn't believe that they would want to watch such a show... really glad they did...

PE was quite cool... got nothing to do... cause I was on MC... so just stood around and watch the class play captain's ball... had a chat with Miss Lim... she was really nice... willing to talk to me about my problem... hahah... very encouraging towards me... must really thank her!! Just dun send me for counselling!! Dun want to add more stress to my already huge load of stress...