Saturday, November 27, 2004

Wow... so awake right now... cause slept a lot just now... yesterday slept at 2.30am and I slept all the way till 6.30pm today... wah so slack lor... slept for almost 16 hours... only woke up in the afternoon for about half an hour to eat my breakfast...

Anyway, really bored to tears now... got absolutely nothing to do... think shall go make myself something to eat... den shall try to keep myself awake for as long as possible... since I dun think I can sleep anymore... maybe go pack my chalet stuff for tmr... really wonder how is my very first chalet with friends going to be... hmm... hope it will be fun!!

Had an interesting day today... invited frens over to my place for a bachelor party... hahah... actually only CJ and Ziyi lah... cause haven met up with them for quite a long time already... so decided to get them to come over to my house to play Talisman... told them to reach by 10.30am, but CJ came at 11 plus am and Ziyi came at 12 plus lor.. so late... luckily I started cooking only at abt 11am, so at least the food din get cold by the time they came... anyway, I made italian pasta with a tomato-based sauce that includes onions, oyster mushrooms and tuna.. and topped with diced breaded chicken... hahah... sounds not bad right?? Hahah... at least I noe CJ enjoyed the meal... hahah... to CJ: I told you it was better with Pastamania!!

After that, I managed to set up the Talisman board with CJ.. took us quite a long time... cause simply too many parts already... but by the time we managed to set up the entire board, it looked really majestic!! Hahah... it was such an exciting game lor... it took the 3 of us about 4 hours to complete the entire game... so mentally draining... but really very funny... cause CJ really very unlucky, kept on rolling one... and his character always kena killed by monsters and he cannot be healed... and I was quite mean, casted this spell and he, being so unlucky, rolled a one and turned into a toad... that was really one of the highlights of the game... we practically roared with laughter... hahah... but nonetheless it was really very exciting... so think the ppl in the chalet would really have fun playing it...

After playing the game, we played Sims 2 on CJ's notebook...pretty fun too... really enjoyed the game... meanwhile I toasted some quick pizza sandwiches for everyone to eat... quick to prepare and good to eat... hahah... den following that the 3 of us just lay on my beds and watched tv... guess everyone was too tired... so all of us actually fell asleep whilst watching cartoons... so tired that no one heard the doorbell when my sis got home... think she rang for quite some time... den in the end she was quite pissed...

Following that we had dinner in my place den went over to Coffee Bean for dessert... hahah.. den sent them off and rushed home to watch "My Mighty In-laws"... such an interesting show lor... it was so so so interesting!! Seldom get to watch shows that will entice me so much to make me wan to rush home every night so that I wun miss a single episode... really liked that show so much!! Can't wait till coming Monday to watch the next episode...

Anyway, just did something really silly online... played a really dumb and mindless thing over MSN Messenger with Royston... hahah... so lame!!!!!! Hope no one would see wad we did... okie lah... gonna go read a novel now... hope I dun get too tired and not be able to complete it!!

Had an interesting day today... invited frens over to my place for a bachelor party... hahah... actually only CJ and Ziyi lah... cause haven met up with them for quite a long time already... so decided to get them to come over to my house to play Talisman... told them to reach by 10.30am, but CJ came at 11 plus am and Ziyi came at 12 plus lor.. so late... luckily I started cooking only at abt 11am, so at least the food din get cold by the time they came... anyway, I made italian pasta with a tomato-based sauce that includes onions, oyster mushrooms and tuna.. and topped with diced breaded chicken... hahah... sounds not bad right?? Hahah... at least I noe CJ enjoyed the meal... hahah... to CJ: I told you it was better with Pastamania!!

After that, I managed to set up the Talisman board with CJ.. took us quite a long time... cause simply too many parts already... but by the time we managed to set up the entire board, it looked really majestic!! Hahah... it was such an exciting game lor... it took the 3 of us about 4 hours to complete the entire game... so mentally draining... but really very funny... cause CJ really very unlucky, kept on rolling one... and his character always kena killed by monsters and he cannot be healed... and I was quite mean, casted this spell and he, being so unlucky, rolled a one and turned into a toad... that was really one of the highlights of the game... we practically roared with laughter... hahah... but nonetheless it was really very exciting... so think the ppl in the chalet would really have fun playing it...

After playing the game, we played Sims 2 on CJ's notebook...pretty fun too... really enjoyed the game... meanwhile I toasted some quick pizza sandwiches for everyone to eat... quick to prepare and good to eat... hahah... den following that the 3 of us just lay on my beds and watched tv... guess everyone was too tired... so all of us actually fell asleep whilst watching cartoons... so tired that no one heard the doorbell when my sis got home... think she rang for quite some time... den in the end she was quite pissed...

Following that we had dinner in my place den went over to Coffee Bean for dessert... hahah.. den sent them off and rushed home to watch "My Mighty In-laws"... such an interesting show lor... it was so so so interesting!! Seldom get to watch shows that will entice me so much to make me wan to rush home every night so that I wun miss a single episode... really liked that show so much!! Can't wait till coming Monday to watch the next episode...

Anyway, just did something really silly online... played a really dumb and mindless thing over MSN Messenger with Royston... hahah... so lame!!!!!! Hope no one would see wad we did... okie lah... gonna go read a novel now... hope I dun get too tired and not be able to complete it!!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Hahah... so long never blogged already... cause really too busy with the a levels... finally over already... actually over for a few days already... and its finally starting to sink in a little... Monday was horrible lor... when I got home I was like so sian that I din noe wad to do lor... so I actually went to read some econs notes... cause really got nothing to do.. den was feeling very very bad... cause din feel like sleep, but dun feel like watching tv, or reading books... den dun feel like gg online and dun feel like chatting on the phone... den dun feel like listening to music and dun feel like moving at all... so in the end just leaned on the wall and read a bit of econs notes... was in a pretty worn out and confused mood actually... den sent vulgar messages to Royston (but judging from my personality, one shld noe that my vulgar wun be too vulgar one!! Hahah!!)... in the end just forced myself to go to bed... cause really too sian already...

Luckily din feel that bad on Tuesday... so went swimming in Hougang pool... not too bad lah.. swam for 20 laps... after that my arms were like so tired lor... cause so long nv exercise already... den in the end over exerted myself... summore the first few laps I couldn't go into the adult pool, cause there were some students taking the swim exam... so I had to go to the shallower pool... children everywhere playing, den i had to swim there... quite malu actually... hahah... after that went over to City Hall with Royston... den went over to Suntec to window shop... cause Royston needed to find a suit for prom.. following that we went over to Woodlands to play badminton with W3... had a pretty fun time...

After that something bad happened... long story lah... anyway, it ended up with HC being really really pissed with me... I noe cause everytime she is pissed at me she will not talk and just exhale into the phone... so I noe she was pissed... think she really very mad at me... and slammed the phone down... but think now should be alright already... xchanged a couple of smses... so hope it should be alright now!!

On Wed W3H1 went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to watch movie... watch PD 2... meaning that I watchPD 2 twice already... hahah... still think that its a great show... following that we walked around the mall... quite boring actually... but a normal neighbourhood shopping mall lor... after that went over to Jurong Point cause I needed to take a boardgame (Talisman) from my cousin... super exciting game... loved it... den after that went over to Woodlands with W3 for a chat...

On Thurs we (W2H1Y2) went to city hall again for clique outing... went over to Esplanadeto watch show... ended up watching Varekai, Alegria and Feet of Flames... hahah... every1 in the clique finally watched the show already!! So wonderful... den meanwhile Royston joined us... den we went to help WD and Esther look for prom dress... really walked until my legs hurt... din noe shopping will get so tired.. hahah... den WD really wierd... kept on holding my arm and trying to pretend to be my gf... den see ppl scared again... she always taking advantage of me... hahah... anyway later we met up with Shufen and went to HMV, where I saw the DVD that I wanted (Cirque Du Soleil: Fire Within)!! It took me so long to find it lor... but it costed $93 lor... so ex!! In the end nv buy... cause really too ex already... quite sad actually... cause its the last one on the shelf... really very sad... cause I really really wanted that DVD... and when I finally saw it in Singapore, I cannot buy, cause its so ex... haiz... hope someone (or a group of someones) can buy for me... maybe for Chrismas present or birthday present... hahah... but quite impossible lah... so think I shall just save up and hope that no one in Singapore will be fannatic enuff to snap the last copy on the shelf and when I have enuff money I will go buy it... hahah...

Anyway, feeling quite happy now... cause just chatted with some1... feel like I am in some tv serial... but that's another long story... my JC life is really quite complicated... hahah... okie lah... got to go liao.. quite tired now... think shall sleep early tonight... cause Ziyi and CJ coming to my house tmr and I decided I shall make breakfast for them.. they got kou fu already... I make really nice food...hahah...

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Woah!! Just watched a very exciting show on TV 2!!! Can't believe that I actually managed to catch that... hahah... it was Solstrom, a tv series from Cirque du Soleil... wow... it was so exciting... it's actually a combination of shows from Cirque du Soleil, today's episode contains Varekai, Dralion and Quidam... and the best part was that in this series, Cirque actually collaborated with other companies to come up with the acts... and one of them was actually a team of irish tap dancers!! It was so interesting!! Imagine -- Cirque + Riverdance! I was totally captivated... so after the show went online to find out more... den realised that Cirque Du Soleil: Fire Within is out on DVD!! Another cause for celebration!! Never ever thot that Fire Within would come out on DVD... but seems that its only on sale in US... so after exams I am gg to search all music and video shops for its existance... if its not available in Singapore den I will order it online... calculated already... its gonna cost me about $70 plus... but its worth it... cause its a great show!! Wah.. so excited now... think I cannot sleep tonight already... hahah!!

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Just woke up... been slacking a lot since Tuesday... very bad... hahah... dun really feel like mugging for the rest of the papers... feel like its holiday already... actually i rather this week do not end so quick... cause not really looking forward to the end of the papers... where I only have 15 days left to the start of a new phase in life... quite sad to think abt it actually... gonna be split up from all my frens... dunno how its gonna be like... *quick count*.. it's less than 1 month from now, 25 days to be exact... argh... sad..

Yesterday went to school to have consultation... SC and WK had consultation with Mr Wong, den Joyce and SF had consultation with Mrs Lim... den I was left alone... cause got nothing to ask.. cause haven study... so better mug hard! Anyway, SC showed me a very interesting mind map.... they pretty creative... esp the centre portion... den WK trying to get me into trouble again... always say fake stuff... hahah...

After that went KAP to mug with HC... hahah... saw a lot of ppl we noe there... so in the end must hide in some corner on level 1... mugged till abt 6... den I was so tired... cause the night before I slept at 5am... so I had to go first... left HC behind... quite bad of me... hahah... but she really dun wan to leave... but I really needed to sleep... so anyway, slept on the bus all the way till my place... den went home and slept all the way till 10... so tired lor... hahah!!

Haiz... thinking abt my GP again... quite sad about my paper 2... cause I was trying to describe African Americans... but couldn't think of the word... so I wrote the word "negro".. which I recently found out that it was an offensive word... considered to be racist... quite scared that I would get marked down for being a racist... I really din noe that it was a demeaning word... hope that the examiner would be nice and think that I wasn't intentional, and I was really unintentional. Summore I was reading this definition in some online dictionary... and it was stated that the word was related to fascism in Italy... I am not a fascist!! Wad if the examiner thinks I am a fascist?? Den the same dictionary stated Nazism was a kind of fascism... I am not a Nazi!! Very very bad!! Quite useless of me... the day I found out about this, I actually started tearing... hahah... summore was talking to HX and Royston... and I was still tearing... despite Mrs Yap's assurance.. still feel very scared... guess have to wait till next year to noe how I fare...

Feeling better now lah... cause listening to my "wedding" music now... cause decided I would put this song in my wedding... HX said I had better then walk faster on the red carpet... cause that song quite short... hahah... think I better go mug already lah... but before that must have breakfast first... so hungry!!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Quite bo liao now... so went to write a letter to John Debney's agency... see whether they will be nice enuff to gimme the CD... wanted the CD for like the past 3 years already... but unavailable in Singapore... so hope I can have the CD!!

Anyway, talking to Ziyi now... he wants to say hi... so yah... HI...

Very hard to concentrate on my blogging... cause kept on getting distracted by Ziyi... makes me so distracted... anyway, just had Chem and Math A levels today and the day before... not too bad lah... have to wait for the results next year lor... all the best to me!!

These 2 days nothing much happened basically lah... yesterday went to HP to buy KFC... den thot that the cashier looked a lot like an Econs teacher in school... very similar lor... hahah... better not say the name... like very bad... reminds me of another teacher... last time there was this cashier working in the NTUC in HP... she looks exactly like my German teacher lor... hahah... I actually wanted to ask my german teacher if she works part time in NTUC... really similar lor... hahah...now there is another young cashier that looks like a bio teacher in school... den the teachers in school look like celebrities too... can easily find Takashi Kashiwabara, Adrian Pang, Huang Biren, Edmund Chen, the guy in the channel u 7pm show, Flora Chan etc... hahah... so cool right?? But think I see people differently from others... no one in the clique thinks likewise leh... hahah

Just now went out with HX and Royston... cause after exams wanted to relax a bit... so went over to J8 to rest a bit... really quite slack, cause very tired from the mugging for the past few days... had quite a good laugh actually... HX is gonna do something by the way, hope that her efforts will pay off!!

Time to stop already... quite tired... think shall have a short nap, and if I can wake up den will mug... hahah

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Just changed my background music!! Gonna miss my "Wheel of Fortune" music from now... Royston is so gg to like this one... but think I will change it again soon... how come the songs that I wan I always cannot find in midi format.. anyway, the songs I want cannot even be found in cds.. I dun even noe the titles... hahah... so no choice lah.. have to stick with popular music lor... hahah... okie lah... gonna continue mugging already... got so much so much more to study... sianz!!!!! Wanna sleep... but too bad still got tons more... have to go now!!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Wah.. just woke up... studied till 4 plus am yesterday... but still got a lot of stuff haven completed... think I better buck up today!! Have tons of stuff to go thru today... anyway, feeling better now lah.. cannot change the results for my GP anyway, maybe in the end it might be good?? And by the way, I have decided to go take SAT again next year... so hope I can get a good mark that can allow me to get into my desired course!! :)

Anyway, shall blog about Thur's incident... was really pretty sad after the GP paper... actually wanted to go home... and reached YCK station... budden the thot of gg home made me really sad again.. so decided to go to J8 with Royston... den he suggested watching PD... so I thot why not... since I already so sad and watching PD may make me feel better... cause I feel that if I dun watch, I would only be brooding over my results and I wun have the mood to study... so may as well watch a movie to make me feel better so that I can con't to study... and I felt I made the correct decision, cause PD 2 was absolutely wonderful!!

PD 2 was such a great show lor!! Everyone should go watch it... not cheesy at all... actually think I quite fated to watch the show... cause I remembered 3 years back, I just had my chinese O levels, and I knew my essay was written out of point... so I was really sad... and so Royston and I went to watch PD... and in the end my chinese results weren't that bad.. got an A2... so no dun have to drop HCL...anyway, so hope thatby watching PD 2 this time round, maybe my results wun be that bad??

Anyway, it was a great movie, cause Mia made a great choice!! She chose the "bad boy" (as to wad Soo Chin will describe as) rather than the gentleman... hahah... wad a great ending... unlike the Hamilton show, where Rosie chose Pete over Ted... that one was such a bad ending!! Hahah... so think W3 cannot watch this movie.. they will not like the ending!!

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Wah... so tired now lor... just managed to catch some sleep (for abt 1 hr)... cause really too tired liao... but now feeling worse... cause now even more tired... but think the feeling of tiredness will subside after a while... feel pretty withdrawn actually... dun feel like talking at all... not really listening to wad my sis is saying too... just feel irritated at absolutely every single thing... haiz... really dun like the feeling of waking up and facing reality... so sad... GP was a horrible paper... really had chosen a very bad question that din really fit my style... wad was I thinking at that point in time?? Why on earth did I pick qn 9?? Haiz... wrote such a silly essay that only managed to show how juvenile I was... really very sad... cause normally I wun write liddat one... den flop when I come to A levels... haiz... Compre was no better... no time to complete... think I spent too much time day dreaming... haiz.. think I better dun think about it already lah... the more I think the worse I feel... really scared I cannot go university now... if cannot get in then how? Maybe den I will just start working den save money go overseas or something... since "FM scholarship" sure not enuff for me one... or perhaps I should go around begging ppl to sponser my studies... think I really thinking too much lah... dun bother abt me, I am just indulging myself in self-pity...

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

9 hours left to the most important exam of my life at the moment... finally starting to get the stress... hahah... studied GP for since yesterday.. think I made a wrong move.. cause by now I should have forgotten wad I have read.. and I neglected other subjects!! Very bad.. so guess I have to zou yi bu kan yi bu... see wad exams come first den study which one first... very very bad!! But guess that's my style lah... cannot change that easily one, but I must say its improving lah... :)

Hahah... actually dun want to blog one... budden now looking at the online resource website and just received a very nice msg, so decided to blog abt it... its actually from Joycelyn!! Haven seen her for almost a year already... think the last time was during bandfest... played bass clarinet with her... actually dis year also met during NUS open house... but for a while only lah... so quite surprised to see her msg... she very nice... anyway, it was those kind of encouraging smses lah...

Well... okie got to continue studying for GP liao... got to go!! Wish me good luck for my A levels!!

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Wah... very bad ride home!! Left the school at 5 plus pm... den took 852 with Royston and Weibin... den decided to take the bus all the way with Weibin... cause got some free time lah... den switched to 854 from Yishun... that's where the bad part began... was really tired... so decided to sleep for a while... den the next moment when I woke up, it was a already 7.15pm lor... and it was so dark outside... and I was still wondering how come so long already still haven reach... cause I seldom take 854 lah.. like only 4 or 5 times before... so I just continued sitting on the bus till like almost 7.30pm.. where I suddenly realised that I had already reached some Eunos industrial area... and the bus driver actually said that I was over my stop by about 25 mins... so in the end the entire bus journey took me 2 plus hours just to reach home lor... so tiring!!

Hahah... so in order to make up for my bad luck, went over to Coffee Bean to get 2 slices of cake...cause Hougang Point got offer... cakes after 6pm have a 50% discount... so overall saved myself 5 bucks... hahah... so at least later dun have to fear that I will go hungry when I mug till early morning!!

Anyway, went to school in the morning to mug... W3, Royston, Weibin and George were all there... but today not too productive... dunno why also... think we craped too much... very bad... still got a lot of work haven completed revising... tonight really cannot sleep early lor... anyway, in the morning heard that Mr Gwee wasn't completely in a good mood.. summore was quite stern during consultation... so Soo Chin and gang were pretty worried to go for consultation... esp after she kept on changing the time slot... hahah.. but in the end all was fine lah... following that went over to Koro to have lunch... went over to this place called Prince I think... where the western set meal was really not very palatable... din really like it... tasted pretty bad actually... anyway after that something really embarrassing happened... hahah... no time to elaborate here... so think I will talk abt it some other time... hahah... okie lah.. got to go already... have a long way to go today... think have to mug till 4 plus am or something... so ppl, do gimme an sms when you are free, so at least I wun get to fall asleep, okie?? Hahah... okie lah... really have to go already!! :)

Monday, November 01, 2004

Tiring day!! Just woke up at 9.30pm lor... actually was having dinner at 7.30pm, den read the newspaper at 8pm... after that decided to close my eyes and rest for a while whilst waiting for my turn to shower... den I actually fell asleep in my school uniform.... hahah... haven slept in my school u for quite some time already... felt quite good actually... hahah!!

Really tired for the entire day lor... think cause yesterday din sleep much.... just now when I was on 156, the moment I got on the bus, I found a good position and just closed my eyes... and I fell asleep immediately... and woke up only before my stop... which was like a total of 40 over mins... guess I was really tired lor... hahah...

Anyway, today was pretty cool... managed to get HC to go to school with me today... she pretty pro... actually wore NJ orientation tee with NJ PE shorts to school... hahah...but she changed to some other outside pants after reaching the school... today had to study in the canteen cause the classrooms were all locked up, and there was nowhere else to study... den after that, W3 and Royston went over to KAP to study, den HC and I chose to stay in school instead... cause KAP quite far for HC... luckily for us we found seats over at the stone table after that... summore all 3 were empty... cause all the teachers had a combined meeting at 3pm... so no consultation... den all the students all dunno go where... so the entire school was like practically empty... quite cool.. like having the whole school to myself lor... den just studied with HC till 6pm..

Anyway, the meeting was really cool lor... cause after that all the teachers came out... den it was actually pretty bustling... exactly just like students getting out of the lt after lecture... hahah... quite a sight... made some interesting observations too!! Hahah...

Oh yah, before I end... heard about Rachel's injustice... feel quite sorry for her... althou I cannot do much.. but Rachel, I am on ur side!!! Dun think too much about it okie, dun let the matter affect ur mood for ur exams... you did not do wrong lor... so next time you just ask me or your other frens lah... dun brood over it too much k??

So tired now!! 2 plus already... hahah... just watched a horror movie on channel u... usually dun watch horror movies one... budden this time round different... cause its a very old production... den the cast really very exaggerating... so ended up like watching comedy... still remember that Sandra Ng was trying to get possessed by a deity in order to battle the vampire... and she ended up being possessed by Marilyn Monroe... really very funny... hahah!!

Anyway, went out to study with HC and Royston... went to Compasspoint... cause Sat went to Tampines liao, so today decided to go somewhere nearer to my place... hahahah... today was pretty interesting... I boarded 156 and den I saw this girl with her fren.. felt that the girl was looking at me from the corner of my eye... but I wasn't sure if she was looking at me, so I looked at her... den she looked at me again... den I looked at her, and then she smiled at me... and I smiled back... so wierd lor... I dun even noe her... and then when I was about to sit down on the sit right in front of her, my headphone wires got caught up by the railing, and it almost dropped off my head lor... it was so humiliating... and that girl laughed lor... so embarrassing!! Bet it must be my bricks.. made me look like a nerd...

Then halfway whilst studying, HC and I decided to go to the toilet... den after that we started to look at clothes.. den went to Metro to look at prom clothes... and we even tried on the prom clothes... hahah... but too bad lah... the both of us are not gg for prom... so try already also cannot buy...

We studied all the way till 10pm, den decided to walk home from Sengkang... I gave myself 1.5 hours... but in the end still took 2 hours to reach home... walked until my feet got blisters lor... my legs are hurting so much lor... all because of Royston... made me walk so fast, cause he kept on trying to scare me with his stupid tactics... summore the roads so dim and so deserted... but something happened... go his blog see.. anyway, just summarise in short... we heard this sudden shrill from a school... den it was 11 plus already... reminded me of the story about the school that Weibin told... so I was like damn scared and suddenly Royston started to run... den I started to run too... and we ran until this deserted road with very dim lights and all the trees were overgrown and unkempt... there was a condo by the side of the pavement, den Royston suddenly said he saw a white shadow go past him... made me scared again... den whilst walking I suddenly saw an Indian security guard standing on a step focused on something, and taking a torch light (never light up one)... and I thot that was wad Royston said... so I kept on asking him to look... but he din want to, cause he was afraid he would fall... and when he finally raised his head to look, he had a fright, and we all started running and laughing... hahah... really very scary and funny lor.. and the security guard din even turn to look at us once even as we made so much noise... but that was the worst part lah... after that it was fine already...

Okie lah.. gonna sleep liao... really tired now... auf wiedersehen!!