Saturday, November 13, 2004

Just woke up... been slacking a lot since Tuesday... very bad... hahah... dun really feel like mugging for the rest of the papers... feel like its holiday already... actually i rather this week do not end so quick... cause not really looking forward to the end of the papers... where I only have 15 days left to the start of a new phase in life... quite sad to think abt it actually... gonna be split up from all my frens... dunno how its gonna be like... *quick count*.. it's less than 1 month from now, 25 days to be exact... argh... sad..

Yesterday went to school to have consultation... SC and WK had consultation with Mr Wong, den Joyce and SF had consultation with Mrs Lim... den I was left alone... cause got nothing to ask.. cause haven study... so better mug hard! Anyway, SC showed me a very interesting mind map.... they pretty creative... esp the centre portion... den WK trying to get me into trouble again... always say fake stuff... hahah...

After that went KAP to mug with HC... hahah... saw a lot of ppl we noe there... so in the end must hide in some corner on level 1... mugged till abt 6... den I was so tired... cause the night before I slept at 5am... so I had to go first... left HC behind... quite bad of me... hahah... but she really dun wan to leave... but I really needed to sleep... so anyway, slept on the bus all the way till my place... den went home and slept all the way till 10... so tired lor... hahah!!

Haiz... thinking abt my GP again... quite sad about my paper 2... cause I was trying to describe African Americans... but couldn't think of the word... so I wrote the word "negro".. which I recently found out that it was an offensive word... considered to be racist... quite scared that I would get marked down for being a racist... I really din noe that it was a demeaning word... hope that the examiner would be nice and think that I wasn't intentional, and I was really unintentional. Summore I was reading this definition in some online dictionary... and it was stated that the word was related to fascism in Italy... I am not a fascist!! Wad if the examiner thinks I am a fascist?? Den the same dictionary stated Nazism was a kind of fascism... I am not a Nazi!! Very very bad!! Quite useless of me... the day I found out about this, I actually started tearing... hahah... summore was talking to HX and Royston... and I was still tearing... despite Mrs Yap's assurance.. still feel very scared... guess have to wait till next year to noe how I fare...

Feeling better now lah... cause listening to my "wedding" music now... cause decided I would put this song in my wedding... HX said I had better then walk faster on the red carpet... cause that song quite short... hahah... think I better go mug already lah... but before that must have breakfast first... so hungry!!